I am sitting in my room
Bound to make a mistake
Thinking through and through
About the vows worth the stake

Sitting home alone
And maybe it’ll burn down
Ashes will then sleep
Dust will pain the dust

If something’s worth the risk
I should focus and ignore life’s twists
If something’s worth the fight
I should focus and spare my life

Heaven is crystal clear
When smoke dissipates everywhere,
Everywhere except here

Maybe I can sink this out
Maybe I can drown this one out
Maybe I need a rush
And hush this aching feeling to shout

I am preaching to myself
What I already know
Truth of the matter is
I don’t think I’ll grow

If life is a ride
Then I think I rather walk
Dine close to the heat
Dine next to the shrine

Life is about never quitting
This I was told
Life is something I can’t afford 
So I guess life is easier if it be let go

Because no one’s over here
There is no one left to hear
My existence is all
But far away from clear