I think I've wanted to be told
that it was possible, 
just a toll
I feel I chose to be bold,
but I got tired
you can say old. 

I know I'm not alone,
it has never been a one man show;
but if honesty is all at hand,
obliged, 
I bow down low.

You've been my secret prayer
my refuge and my calm;
For you I hold myself, my dear,
because I think you'll be the one.

You've been my secret prayer
my untimely request, 
my remedy and my desire
my will to face the test. 

Because life is a test,
one that I intent to smile at
even though it rips me
like a scythe,
it drips

Blood of my blood
and sweat off my sweat, 
but not you, 
you'll be pure and perfect
the one I know I won't regret. 

But you don't even know it
Though we wish upon the same star
That one that has seen us fall
and buried the ones we lost.

I sincerely hope
you will come true
And until that day comes, 
You'll be in my prayers, 
my secret one is for you